Ok so I don't write in this as often as I told myself I would. I get off at lunchtime today so I'll def catch up then :-). Off to work I go. Jeez

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Sooo for the most part today was a pretty good day. I heard back from the staffing place and she said that she has sent out my resume to several employers but hasnt heard anything just yet, but she says that is normal for the end of the week and I will most likely hear something back on Monday. Thank the lord!

Also, I got a good start on some spring cleaning. I'm def not done yet but I'm making good headway!

And on the other hand I'm got some things weighing on my heart today. My great aunt Jimmie (my nannie ) has been put on hospice care :-<..... Makes me really sad to know that shes in bad condition and I can't be near. My mom, nana, and my aunt Ruby are going down to Bastrop tomorrow to visit her. They say her kidneys arent functioning properly so theyre thinking she doesnt have long left.

Another thing that has been tugging on my heartstrings is the situation with Codys family. I finally got up the nerve to send messages over facebook to his cousin and his grandmother to clear the air....And got very short but sweet messages back.It was really a big weight off my shoulders whether I feel like I'm right or not. I honestly I am proud of myself for being the bigger person. Its hard sometimes but I have to get rid of all those blah feelings whether I feel like I was wrong or not. Sometimes I just know I have to do certain things...and my heart and my head have two different opinions about it. But it worked out for the best (I HOPE). Dana just gave birth to a beautiful baby boy last week and it scares me for that baby. I just hope that she makes a big life change and does the best for the baby.



So anyways. for tomorrow. I guess I'll continue with my cleaning (my closet is a wreck!)...Clean the bathrooms and finish steam cleaning my carpets. Cody will be at my parents for the better part of the day helping my dad with the shop, just the roof left to put on and they should be done! So I'll be riding solo getting things done around here.


I never know how to end these things!

Can't sleep a wink.

Ok so I can not sleep to save my own life right now so I'm gonna try and break this blog in.

Im hoping that tomorrow will go my way. I dont have anything to do besides sleep, and hopefully I get a call tomorrow and the lady at the staffing agency tells me that the job pays a millon bucks and I'll get the keep it forever! (ok no not gonna happen)....but I hope it at least pays well.

Its been a week now since I got laid off from my job and I guess I cant expect much more in so little time...and I've really tried. Its just exhausting, and so so stressful to try and look for a job when there are so few jobs and so many ppl wanting them. I've prayed and prayed about it and I guess what god wants for me is sometimes a little different than what I pictured. But I'll get there. I'm going to try and fill my FAFSA out tomorrow so hopefully I can go to school....we'll see...anyways I'm pretty tired. I think staring at this screen has helped me figure out how tired I really am! Goodnight!

New blog!

Ok so this is my first blog since I was like 14. I'd like to try and keep up with it this time.

So as of right now, whats going on in my world=

I am desperately looking for a job. I've found one thats temporary so far but doesnt start until the 14th. And I'll write about some back ground on how this wonderful reality of unemployment came about tomorrow. Other than that life is good. My family is healthy and I've got good friends. I am very blessed, anyways I've already stayed up wayyyy too late figuring out this new blogdiggity! Teehee

I'll be back tomorrow!!